Acts
27: 39-44
So
this is what happens when we hit the end of our ropes, when we’ve ridden the
ship of sin as long as we can and suddenly we can go no further. When it’s time
to let go for good. There’s no easy landing, no easy dismount. We have to be
humbled. We have to be shipwrecked. Sin isn’t something we can just sneak out
of, no matter how hard we try. On the contrary – we must face the consequences
of our sin.
Sometimes
we wonder if we will ever survive that shipwreck. The sin that we have lived in
for so long is being battered to pieces, being exposed for the frailty it is.
The strongest sin is no match for God’s power. And as our sins are basically
being torn out from under our feet, we too are being exposed – mere flesh and
blood, helpless, weak. No more crutches, no more facades.
If
we want to live, we have no choice but to abandon ship. Otherwise, we will be
destroyed with the vessel. But in order to abandon ship, we must “jump
overboard.”
Can
you imagine how terrifying that must have been for the sailors and prisoners,
especially those who couldn’t swim, to leap out of the safety of what they had
known – however rickety and wrong it was – into the storm of God’s wrath and
the just consequences for sinful decisions?
In
the story in Acts, it sounds as if the ordeal was an every-man-for-himself
situation. Similarly, when we own up to our sin, we often feel as though we are
entirely alone and the whole world has turned against us. Those can be some of
the most agonizing moments, days, months, or years we will ever face. When in
that sea of consequence, we wonder if we will survive the tempest, if we will
ever reach land again. Or will we just be destroyed by the agony that consumes
us?
But there is a promise of hope.
The
last sentence of this passage says, “And so it was that they all escaped safely
to land.” Notice the “all.” Not some, but “all.” Because they were obedient and
because they had the courage to leap overboard, God carried them through the
storm. Yes, they had to suffer in the sea for a while, but God brought them
through it. Just like He will you or I or anyone else who takes the plunge of
faith and willingly faces the consequences of one’s sin and then leaves the
wreckage of that sin behind.
It’s
not going to be easy – those were probably the worst, loneliest, most painful
months I have ever endured. Sometimes those sea waves still bombard me.
Nevertheless, God has carried me through.
He
has set my feet on dry ground once again. He set the ship’s passengers’ feet on
dry ground again. He will do the same for anyone else who has the humbled, repentant heart to abandon the Sin Ship.